I am sick of YOU!!

Happy New Year!!I wonder why New Year is always associate with 'Happyness'..because my new year sucks.Especially at school...Starting from the very first sickening week; - t'has been so full with dissapoinments. I do learn new vocabs :

a) backstabbers - someone who acts like your friend, pretends they care about you, then purposely continues carry out actions that they know can hurt you..so much..

b) hypocrite - someone who condemns and talks shit about you on doing certain things, ironically, they do it themself!!

c) douchebag - someone who has surpassed the levels of jerk, and she has compounded by a low level of intelligence, behaving ridiculously in front of collegues, with no sense on how MORONic she appears!!

d) annoying - someone who does something really irritating excessively, even the entire group (the listeners) has already pissed off when she opens her mouth and continues thinking that everyone is their best friend..

Goshh...I really not accustomed to these new words yet as I need to make few adjusments to get use to it..Well the truth is, I hate the fact that those silly words are related with things that happened in school recently..I encountered with these four types of characters that really drive me crazy. I was accused with something I never do. I have heart too you know, and people just simply hurt my feelings by spreading dreadful lies about me..I do not have to explain anything to anyone because all of that is not important. Its okay, because God knows everything. Silence is my true friend now at school.

We got on fine to begin with but things started to go downhill when changes was implemented towards something and she did not comfortable with it. I didn't really response to the mean and hurtful gossip made by the 'backstabber' nor say anything negative about her because I think she won't change. 'Backstabber' behavior has been worked for her in the past. I think she's trying to ruin whatever I' ve been building up all these years..Now what I really need to do is just to STOP and question myself, "What's my plan?" I think I'm just gonna accept it and take it as part of my life. And I'm just going to retelling myself that I really can handle this (rasionally), and the situation is OK for right now..mybe not perfect but livable..hehe..Its not really creating a huge, tremendous stress or discomfort and I'm aware that the current crisis is just for TEMPORARY.. I think the best thing for me to do is distance myself from her and her negative energy (as much as possible). Do not want to confront her, because I think if I do confront her, it only feeds her negativity. Hopefully, she will move on to another person to bother..Last but not least, I will definitely maintain my profesionalism (unlike her, going tables by tables, telling tales by tales, crying over crying), AVOID AND AVOID that knee-jerk reaction, clear the air, let it go...

Poor her...